Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Sanity

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Class 302, hanging out, fixing things, skateboarding, learning things, reading, studying, going to the gym, and a lot of other things. Are these the things that keep me sane here in Riverside? I don't know anymore, having all this is great, I'm never idle, but perhaps I'm burning out.
I don't know, the midterm is kind of scary as well because its coming up, soon. Honestly I miss my old study buddy for Economics, but due our circumstances I'm left to fend for myself. Its alright though, its just nice to have an intellectual equal (actually she was better in Econ than I was) to exchange thoughts and theories with.
I'm so busy, I need to STOP for a second. I'm disorganized by wanting to do so much, that I lose myself in the things I do. I gotta sit back and take a breather. Maybe that's why I tend to blog so much nowadays, it gives me that few moments that I need to make sure I'm on the right track. Is this how I want to spend my summer? I have more and more plans that I tack onto my list of things to do this summer, that I realized: am I biting more than I can chew. I want to accomplish something this summer, and not feel like I did everything but finished..nothing. I got to keep my vision straight, haha. Its nice to just blog away, I can always return and re-read whatever I have in my head. Sigh, summer is great, but I think I need to slow down my life just a little. My days pass by me too quickly that I hardly take the chance to enjoy the simple smoggy sunset that Riverside is known for, or take a walk on campus in the late afternoon when the sun is at its twilight, or even skate in the parking lot when the moon is at its fullest. Man, its already Tuesday, and I have plans for the entire week already. Back to life on the fast lane.

Stanley

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