I'd very much would love to own a digital camera. I want to fill my blog with just pictures of my adventures, but I usually have to rely on other people to bring their camera. :(

I guess I could find one on sale and just buy it, it'll be great to be able to look back on my college days and reminisce.

I think I'm getting really dependent on the auto-spell function. I would usually forget how to spell words and just hope the computer will know what I'm trying to say. I am getting overly dependent on technology...

I went running today by the way, it must have been the most horrible experience so far. I was exhausted as soon as I walked out, I am really out of shape. I remember my freshmen year, where I would go to the gym 3 times a week, and swim for the other 2 days. Life as a freshmen was really, great. :)

I look back a lot, but yeah. Losing friends makes me really sad. It really does feel like I lost a few of my memories during my freshmen years, and I can't get them back.

I'm kind of lazy to switch over to Tumblr. I think I might end up just staying here to blog. I like having my blog a bit secluded from the world, I have enough viewers as it is... Anyways, I should sleep early, my body is going to ache tomorrow, and its going to be fun. I'll make running more regular, its something I really lack, cardio. I'm also worried I might have asthma, I had trouble breathing, but then again I'm also sick, so that might be the reason.

I got more to say, but I don't like long posts. I feel like cooking something great this week!

"You are beautiful."

Words girls need to hear more often I guess. There is an entire event for this, and I think its a great idea. I'm no girl, but I do understand the pressure this world place upon their thin shoulders. I hope girls will always feel beautiful, no matter what anyone says. :)

Girls make me smile, so I, too, would like to make them smile!

I'm super tired, these past 2 days were a lot of fun. Joint AACF is such a great event, I hope next year it'll be at UCLA or USC! So much fun meeting new people and talking about...anything I suppose.

I met this one girl I really wanted to continue our conversation with, but I couldn't find her afterwards. :(

I'm exhausted, but I can't help but smile.

My friends make me smile, God I am overblessed.

Today, my heart feels a bit heavy. I'm really fatigued and I can't concentrate on studying. The pain is only getting worse, and believe me when I say its nothing emotional. Haha, I don't have any emotional problems right now, it might be lack of exercise, or something. Heartburn? I hope so. It might be just that, I did eat a lot of prime rib recently.

It feels like I'm dying, but I'm probably being a bit dramatic. I'm not stressed with my work either. If I do survive the night, I'll be really busy tomorrow. I'll just try to get a good night sleep. That will cure me perhaps. Lack of sleep...a.l.

I still have one short essay to write...I just finished a 3 page essay and I'm in a writing frenzy. I'm even writing in my blog! Well this is really for myself. SO MUCH WRITING, I should just double major in English. The amount of writing is ridiculous at this point. :)

Why am I smiling? I think I'm already berserked and just want to plow through this last assignment and wake up early to print it out tomorrow.

Pretty gamer girls do exist, I just found one. :)

I can't go back this weekend, but I think I will anyways. I already said I'm coming, and I should follow up to what I say. I'm going to suffer when I get back, but seeing my old friends again, I guess its well worth the trouble.

Now, no one actually knows about my blog. I changed the name, and I guess the only way you could find this blog is if you followed it before. I don't know how many people actually take the time to read this, but I just hope one particular person finds it. :)

Well I think I'm going to bed a bit early today, I got a midterm tomorrow and I want to prepare myself in the morning. I didn't do much studying for this midterm, but I think I have a good handle on it.

I'm just rambling now. When you are working this hard, weekends are really something you look forward to, I hope I don't find my career this stressful...