Ignorance

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Couldn't sleep well last night because of two things: The heat and my thoughts. This summer is making me go crazy! I think part of me hates facebook, because if I did not have an account I will never know that I'm not invited to a lot of events. Its kind of sad, but that's the way things work. Some people naturally enjoy one's company, but I guess not everyone wants you to be there. It kind of hurts, that's why ignorance is really bliss. I can't say ignorance is ever a good thing though, I know people who live off ignorance and really can't live for themselves. Well I guess that's a bit harsh, but you can't live in a shell forever right? Getting hurt, feeling hurt, and understanding the pain that comes after is what brings us together. No regrets? Those are powerful words, could I really say that?
Building friendships is a hard things to to. It usually is pretty easy for me, but I feel that once you find your niche, its hard to force yourself to another one. I can't say that my group of close friends was ever a huge circle, because personally I love smaller circles of friends. I can't handle exposing my entire personality to a huge group, its hard.
I don't want to admit defeat though, I will keep trying. Self-Invite, sigh. I need a push.

Stanley