New Plan

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I don't know why I had I didn't publish the last blog before, oh I remember, there was like a glitch with the blog problem and I couldn't publish what I wanted to say. Anyways I want to go Whitewater Rafting this summer, I somehow got more money from Financial Aid and I decided to use it on a weekend trip to American River, I'll register the next time I go to the Student Recreation Center (SRC). Its kind of random but I remembered I always wanted to do this, but well never had the guts to do so, so now that the chance presented itself I'll take it. Enough thinking about it too hard, I'm going to do it, scared or not.
Its Friday night and I'm just well a little anxious. I have to leave in like two hours, but again, I'm really anxious. Going to an American Apparel Flea Sale, and I was so stoked about going, but I wonder what this awkward feeling is. Kind of weird, but it feels like I wasn't invited to this event and I kind of invited myself to it. But I guess in my fellowship, you have to self-invite yourself if you want to do anything. I guess it is hard to call up people to ask everyone if they wanted to go, so I guess I'll make the exception. I'll just start calling people to hang out. I guess I can't be catered to all the time, and maybe that's what it is. Man I forgot my sleeping bag, but I guess I'll make do with what I have.

Stanley