The End

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So, this is the end. I don't even know how to write this properly. Will it last? This awkward silence, I wonder how long we would last. Part of me is dead I guess, and I can't even express that in words properly. Oh gosh, what do I do. I'm a mess, a worse mess than I was before. Actually, I really do hate girls sometimes, the amount of heartbreaks and heartaches overwhelms the joy I receive from them. I guess I do need a break from them altogether. Can't two friends always stay friends? I guess I should just avoid them right now, I don't want this happen again. I don't want to be second place again. I'm sick of it, this is my curse.
Mistakes, well I guess I can't ignore them, but it takes a while for me to embrace them. Whatever, I could move on right? Even if that other half is gone at the moment, I need to get on with my life. What I did was for the best right? We both won't regret it right?
What is it, I don't get it. Did I not try hard enough, did I need to get down on my knees and beg for you to stay. I...I well. I guess I should have if I really thought it was worth it. But remember this, she let me go, so it's my turn to let go. But a part of me questions myself, could I still accept her in a different setting? Will I be willing to forgive her and take her back in if we are able to work this out in the near future...Oh gosh, I want to be true to my word, so I'll leave that unanswered for now.
Frick this ending. I think I'm going to laugh at myself in a couple of years, will this be a regret or a joke?